Verse 1
Cross my heart and hope to fly, if I should fall, should I know why
Resurrect the real in me, all this time been tales and lies
Life is just the biggest slide, climb on top to view the height
Get on up we going down, what's gon take us up a notch?
Should I light another one? Journey off this joy ride
Can’t look at myself anymore, I don’t feel pure enough
Cheated on my babygirl and never was it worth it
Just me being selfish with a picture that was perfect
She told me I was god sent to help her on her conquest
And now I feel I played the field to win but as a lost catch
Should’ve listened to bro, should’ve listened to me, should’ve
listened to her
I ain’t listen in weeks
check you out, ain’t you the big dog
Man if you loved her you would’ve dipped off
I guess in the moment you wasn’t in charge
How dare you try to ridicule and hold judgement
What the hells gotten into you are you on something ?
You ain’t nothing
7 missed calls while you was 7 strokes in
Plus you ain’t Put no condom on better pray that you don’t itch
Left around 4 in the morning
Things weren’t all set
You was suppose to be with yo cousin who just got off that
9-5 shorty call, where you at ?
No stress, I’ll be there soon, oh really how come you ain’t call yet?
Am I suppose to trust the fact that you was with your homies ?
Right before you stopped by my job like you ain’t know me
Pulled up to the crib I’m still on the phone with her
Thought that I could play it off hugging her while I kissed her
She denied then pushed me away
Cuz she knew that I had just finished fucking away
She asked three questions
I ain’t even know what to say
Did u kiss her, did you fuck her, did she give you some head?
I saw the pain in her face as soon as I had said yes
She collapsed to the floor and started pounding her chest
And she was crying out to god saying I’m just like the rest
I ain’t know what to do, she gave me all that she kept
Crying just as much here from when her father was killed
How you think that make me feel this is beyond guilt
Hook
My whole world just crashed
My whole world just crashed
How long will this last
My whole world just crashed
Verse 2
Been up for three day’s
Crying in three ways
Me being this artist ain’t really that easy
It’s a blessing and a curse being strong on a week day
But ima choose you any day of my week end
If this don’t work out cuz of all my actions, can’t promise nothing to you
But I’ll have some stories to match it
This by far has been the hardest year to remaster
But my momma said keep reading yo chapters
All you got is yourself
Don’t take advice if you won’t use it to help
I’ll show you the books but reach for the shelf
Cuz part of the healing process
to acknowledge all of the non sense
Awe yes don’t make excuses while you got options
Far fetched
Plus this liquor don’t taste that awful
Awe shit it’s too late to i done poured me a mouth full
This songs for us I hope it reaches you
We’ll make it to the promise land without me leaving you
Ima change for the better
Cuz you the best that I had
Let me write you this letter
And show you all that I can
Gotta make things right with you by any means
Cuz we gon take on the world and fight off all of our enemies
This love roulette
Ima fight for what I love in this match of tennis
Even if that means I gotta go and shed blood
It’s the sacrifice that keeps me in love
Willing to give it all today
Just to have you in my arms x2
I don’t need a soft K to hit you with this charm
This love roulette
Fight you with this love roulette
In this loMatch of tennis
My whole world just crashed
How long will this last
My whole world just crashed